why live never be good on me?

huh..

i dunnoe wat to say here...its been quite long dun open tis blog..

so many things happened to me..

before exam...after exam...n tis school break oso got sumthing happened to me LOL~

before exam..i knew my beloved grandma passed away..3 november..i wont forget it..

da most thing tat i regretted till now is..i dun take care of her...seriously = =

actually i had plan tat tis school break im going back kelantan n take care of her..but..shes ady go up n meet God..wat else can i do..n i still regret it now..

da day she was dead...im facing my paper exam..my 1st day of exam..

so i have to back kelantan sooo soon to see her for da last time..n i took da paper another day..

i took math paper 2,english paper 1,2 n 3,arabic language,bahasa melayu,geografhy wat else neh..erm..think tats all la..xxDD

well..my result is 1A,5B,1C and 2D

erm..ok or ko ah??

i think better than my previous result..huhuh..

i told my sis bout my result..n suddenly!

we r at a table..eating lol..i dun eat but ngdap laptop LOL..

n aishh..my unni TERCAKAP 'dh la dpt D'!!

n my mom said..'wat'??who?'amani'?*glared at me*

then i said 'er...er...math n bhsa arab got D'..

then she started la..blablabla..

n my bro asked me to goreng nugets!

u noe..at da wrong time he want me to doo!!!!paboo!

then i juz buat2 pekak la..

for 3rd time..i make pekak2 la..then my mom said 'wats ur bro asked u to do'???!!

then my xpression juz 'ahh..ahhh..??'

so me...wthout rela hati do la..

my mom went to da kitchen n started bebel~!

then i cant stand anymore!!!n i said 'do u tink i went to skool theres no study hina me..??'

then she still with her blablabla..then i started cry n said many things...many words...

then i juz walked fastly went to my bed..then i juz stay there..cry n kept crying..

i juz dun stop crying till my head started dizzy n i cant breath properly..bad neh?

erm..then i called cikgu ina n said to her at happened la..then she gave me advise..

then feel ok la..she asked me if i wanna go to her house..then i juz said its fine la..erm...actually want la!!wanan clean my otak~

its ended..n today i juz erm..silence..play comp..dun see her face la..still not in gud mood..ahh!!

dun wanna tink anymore!

tis is all bcause of my sis!!!if she juz kept silence then tis wont happened!

s***!